I’ve been busy, way to busy to open up to a relationship so I invented you. I think you are my gateway to the real thing however. I feel myself being open now to having a good man in my life. As I see it, as I write this, I have grown to an understanding of who I truly am and am now able to offer myself as an authentic gift. I see myself as that. Is that egotistical to you? If so, delete, delete, delete. I am not for you. My ego does not exist here. My true self does.
Today was my day to do with as I saw fit. I got up early (5:45 am) and let the cat and dog out. I fed them and went back to bed. My head, as it reconnected with my pillow, gently filled with ideas of how I wanted to spend my day today. Shortly thereafter I got out of bed, made coffee and sipped it as I read the paper. I love doing that on Sunday mornings.
After breakfast I went to my desk, cleared it a bit and made my list of what I wanted to do. I watched the Today Show on NBC this morning and a man from workplace911 talked about making a list of you want to accomplish before turning on your computer at the start of the day. He made a good point. Before the distractions begin, make a plan of What Matters Most! What a concept. And it worked.
I completed a few research projects, did some writing, paid my bills and wrote emails. I made time to talk to family and friends on the phone. I took a long walk with my dog and talked with neighbors. I cooked myself a delicious dinner of chicken piccata and watched 60 Minutes on CBS.
I have had so many great ideas today for my business. I wish you were real. I would have sat on the couch with you and discussed possibilities. I would have appreciated your feedback. And I would have so enjoyed your smile as you took the first bite of dinner. It turned out really well.
I would like to “shut down” with you now. Forget the details of the day and just relax with a cozy setting to watch a movie together or just read in each others company.
Ahh, life is good.
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